Rant!

[aelfie]

I hate my house!!!!

Rather, I love my  house, I HATE how trashed, messy and dirty it is right now! Everywhere I look there's a bloody mess. I can't walk across the floor without stepping on something, I keep finding old abandoned food in places where it shouldn't be. Just ARRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*sigh*

*Deep breath*

I'm pregnant. With three small kids in the house. I know this. I can't do everything I want to do, I can't keep up with the house and the kids. Joe is doing all he can (man did 6-7 loads of laundry this weekend. Yea! We've all got clean clothes and towels!) But I just hate living like this. Stresses me out.

Just grrrrr.

Comments

[sapphyres.livejournal.com]

I see in your previous post that your car is clean. :) So that's a plus! Maybe you could hide from the kids there.

If it's any consolation, we are nowhere near as clean & organized as I want to be. The only reason we don't have food in weird places is because we have large dogs. Did you change your mind about that St. Bernard? :D

[aelfie.livejournal.com]

I can't emphasize how much I want to hide in my car...I took an hour the other day to clean out my car and vacuum it...its a lot more relaxing for me to be in it now...now if I could just extend it to my house....

[sapphyres.livejournal.com]

Take a nap in the car, and then see what you feel like doing! You've got a minivan so there has to be room somewhere for a nap.

My Rott/Chow got scolded for parking her wide ass in doorways, and now she's trying to lodge herself up my butt for forgiveness. Would you like that one instead? She's awfully good except for the wide-ass parking.

[aelfie.livejournal.com]

Not too much room...too many damn carseats! =) Oh well...I'm currently trying to find some afternoon care that won't break the bank. The local drop off childcare would give me 15 hours a week for all three at the cost of $800 a month. The thing that scares me is that it might be reasonable.